January 1860

1. 1st Sabbath. An extremely cold cloudy day. The ground still covered with snow. Now preaching at Yellow Creek this time. Dr. Cobb and Dr. Matthis called here today. Getting bitterly cold as night approaches. I think of the poor tonight -- how they must suffer.
2. The hardest freeze yet --thawed a little about 12 o’clock, but turning cold as ever this evening.
3. & 4. Still very cold but thawed considerably today. I visited Mrs. Brewer this evening.
5. Very cold. We killed the remaining 17 of our hogs today. Mrs. Haines left the neighborhood this morning for Virginia. Mr. Wolfe spent the night here. A bitter night.
6. Cloudy and cold. No thaw today. Finished the lard and part of the sausage meat; commenced raining tonight.
7. Rainy, something warmer. Cousin J. Espy took dinner here-- owing to high waters we have had no mail for two weeks. I am anxious to hear from my absent children.
8. 2nd Sunday. Cloudy morning and warmer. No preaching today. Clear this evening. The girls went to Mrs. Brewer’s.
9. Pretty day. Commenced shirt making. This is Virginia’s birthday, occurring this time on the same day of the week.
10. Foggy morning, and warm, received a small mail today. I see the four abolition-rioters were hanged on the 16th Dec. according to appointion; all went peaceably. The leader Brown being hanged on the 2nd Thursday. 5 men have paid for their fanaticism with their lives. May others take heed.
11. Somewhat cloudy, but pleasant.
12. Rainy day. Our people are threshing oats.
13. Still inclement; and disagreeable weather.
14. Rainy morning. Letters came today from Brother Horace and Columbus with the pleasant news of their good health; though my brother informs me that he has nearly lost the use of his right hand from an ulcer. He also informs me that he has my little legacy in safe hands, which relieves my mind from anxiety. He wrote also to Mr. Espy, enclosing a copy of a Power of Attorney of the State, which he designed for my use. Went tonight and sat up with Mrs. Patterson who is very low. I never saw anyone suffer so much.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy and cold. Came home this morning, the old lady seems better. Cleared off today. The girls went to Mr. E. Hale’s.
16. Cold. I went tonight to Mr. Patterson’s. The old lady now lies quietly, like one asleep; the bitterness of death with her is passed, though she may last many days.
17. Still cold. I left Mrs. P. this morning; I see no great change.
18. Somewhat cloudy. The old lady died this morning. I spent the day there, Berenice has gone this evening to sit up tonight with them; -- In looking one year back I find this was a dark day with me, and with thankfulness I now acknowledge a happier state of mind.
19. Clear and beautiful morning. Olivia went to attend the burial with Berenice at Concord. Our people are now sowing wheat, having been entirely hindered by bad weather. The fall sowing is thought to be entirely killed. A seeming prospect now of good weather.
20. Pretty day. The girls went on the mountain to visit Cousin James’ family. Dr. McMichael dined here.
21. Pretty weather with ice of mornings. I went this morning to see Mrs. S. Hale. We received a full mail today in which were two no’s of the Banner & Baptist directed to me, from whom I know not; I think it a good paper. Mr. Dupree dined here. Dr. Cobb called in awhile.
22. 4th Sabbath. A brilliant morning, the children are gone to Cedar Hill, Mr. Thompson preached. Virginia was there and went to Mr. Phipps for dinner. I went this evening down to see her. She made me a present of a beautiful book mark, the motto is worked in her own hair. She also made the little boys presents.
23. Clear and pleasant weather, seems now like spring.
24. Beautiful weather though nearly too warm. Three men spent the night here.
25. Fine day. Finished my sewing, and this afternoon paid a visit to the Misses Patterson. I missed the presence of the old lady. Of course they do, they looked disconsolate, but tried to be cheerful.
26. Still warm--- pretty weather. The girls wrote to Columbus today. They visited Mrs. Echols this afternoon, as she is alone. Olivia spent the night with her. Cloudy tonight.
27. Cleared off last night, and became cold. Hung up our meat today. A colporteur called. I did not try any books.
28. Cold, clear day. No letter from Thomas.
29. 5th Sabbath. A clear and cold day. No preaching. On this day last year Columbus left his home to battle with the world alone. It was a dark time with me; but I now thankfully acknowledge that all which seemed so dark and distressing were ordered for the best; and may the Mercy of the Father above ever attend him and keep him from all danger and evil. The girls went to Mr. Rudd’s.
30. A fine warm day. Cloudy this evening.
31. Rainy, warm day. Turned cold tonight, and snow and hail fell. A windy boisterous night.

February 1860

1. Extremely cold, still snowing. Cleared off about 12:00. Very cold tonight.
2. Very cold. I molded our year’s allowance of candles.
3. More moderate, but still plenty of ice.
4. Pleasant day. The girls went to a meeting at Mrs. Greenway's. I did not go to Church today in consequence. Mr. Hanner dined here. Raining tonight.
5. 1st Sabbath. Rainy morning. Appeared like clearing at 12:00. Few persons at Church today. Miss Phipps sent for Olivia to go with her to Mr. Trippe's this afternoon. She was glad for having a chance thrown in her way, as she has long wished to visit her sister, as has gone. Mr. D. Bearden called today and had a tooth extracted. After all Almeda and Olivia did not get off, and O. had just returned.
6. Cloudy. Mr. E. took the boat tonight for Rome.
7. Still cloudy and cold. Mary Espy spent the day here. Olivia and Almeda made another start for Mr. Trippe's. It began to rain shortly afterward and is a most inclement evening.
8. Cleared off today. I visited Mrs. Brewer this afternoon.
9. Pleasant day. This afternoon I buried myself in the past by looking over the only diaries of my young days that I have preserved, those of 34 & 35. On finishing I hardly realize my present state of existence; that I am the mother of six children, 4 of whom are grown up. There are many private marks in those journals whose significance I have forgotten! Marcellus has gone to Mr. Howard's, and as Yellow Creek is swollen by the recent rains, I am feeling uneasy. Olivia came home this evening, had a pleasant visit, left all well and cheerful.
10. Slight rains this morning. Had a letter from Thomas, he was not well he wrote. Spoke of his illness as slight however; he is progressing finely with his studies. The girls went to circuit preaching at Cedar Hill. Clear this evening.
12. 2nd Sabbath. A clear and beautiful morning. No preaching; the girls went to see Mrs. Hampton; found her improving in health.
13. Pretty morning, had my garden ploughed today. The girls went to Hale's. A light rain this evening. This is Thomas' birthday; may he be in health today.
14. Rainy morning! Sent for the girls; quite warm.
15. Clear and pleasant.
16. Pleasant. Wrote to Brother R. and Thomas.
17. Cloudy. Planted onion sets and sowed Beet seed; commenced raining this evening.
18. Still rainy. No mail this morning. Clear this evening.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and cold. The children went to a singing at Yellow Creek.
20. Ice this morning, yet I see the Yellow jonquils are in bloom; my mother's favorite early flower, which she more than 50 years ago, brought with her from North Carolina. A tin peddler stayed with us tonight.
21. Cloudy with east wind, which came on to blow severely by night with a great deal of rain.
22. Pleasant and clear. Mrs. Brewer here this evening.
23. Somewhat cooler.
24. Windy, disagreeable day.
25. Cold and windy. Dr. Bean called here. A letter came today from Columbus dated 20 Jan. He was well and well pleased with his situation. May he continue so. The 24th anniversary of my marriage. Another year is added to that I chronicled in this book last year. Another year with its share of memories; its hopes, and fears, its joys, and sorrows.
26. 4th Sabbath. Cold morning with ice but pretty day; the children have gone to Cedar Hill. This afternoon Mr. Thompson preaches to the Negroes. Mr. Truitt's gin-house burned last night.
27. Pretty day. Mrs. Echols, Mrs. Rudd, visited us this evening. I sowed a good many seeds today.
28. Cloudy. Transplanted vines, went to Mr. Brewer's this evening.

March 1860

1. Pleasant weather, with a little ice of mornings.
2. Very pleasant spring-like weather. Olivia went this afternoon to Mr. Hales, and Dr. Mitchell's.
3. Pretty day, went to Yellow Creek. A good many persons out. Miss Stephens the new teacher and Miss Hale, spent the day here. Virgil Horace’ birthday, and the anniversary of Virginia’s marriage.
4. 1st Sabbath. Beautiful day. Went to Church. Mr. Hood preached a lively sermon today to a good congregation. He came with Mr. Lowell to dinner. Mrs. & Miss Phipps came this evening to see us. Somewhat surprised that Mr. Espy has not yet returned. Rain tonight.
5. Rainy morning. Mrs. Finley sent this evening for shrubs and flowers.
6. Pretty morning, I am busy preparing for summer clothing.
7 & 8. Warm. Sowed more seeds. Mrs. Rains, Miss Greenway visited us this afternoon. Mr. Silverman here tonight.
9. Cooler. Mrs. Brewer came this evening. Mr. E. arrived in good health. He sold no lands and it seems made a useless trip to Georgia.
10. Cold windy day. The girls went to Circuit preaching. Dr. Bean dined here.
11. 2nd Sabbath. A clear and serene morning, though cold. I would love to look in this morning on my brothers and Columbus. May all be well with them this blessed Sabbath morning and forever. And Thomas and Virginia too. May the clouds that now hover over our political horizon be dispelled by the gales of peace and union.
16. Windy and dry. Commenced to rain.
17. Rainy day with strong eastern winds. A letter from Thomas this morning. He was in health, and appears to be cheerful.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy. I am suffering much with sick headache; have not had such a spell for two years. Heard of the burning of the Crib and stables on the place formerly belonging to Col. Irwin. It seems there is a great deal of mischief now doing in the South which is attributed to the Abolition. What are we coming too? Feel somewhat better this evening.
19. Clear and windy. Feeling better this morning. Birthday of Columbus. I hope the poor boy is well and satisfied today. How I would like to see him! Went this evening to give Mrs. Brewer some instructions about fringe making.
20. Cold morning. Our people are corn planting today. Miss E. Patterson visited us this evening.
21. Cold windy day. I went early this morning to Leesburg and made a few purchases also paid the postage among Rome paper which T. is sending me.
22. Showery morning. I went with O. to the grave-yard at the Baptist Church and set out flowering plants round the graves of the Brown family, the place looks much neglected. A great deal of rain tonight.
24. A clear windy day. Mr. E. went to Mr. Dupree's.
25. 4th Sabbath. Cold and windy. Olivia and the boys went to Cedar Hill, Mr. T. preaches to the Negroes this evening.
26. Still cold. It is feared that fruit will be injured by the frost. The peach trees are in full bloom. Mrs. Bearden, Mrs. Cumby, spent the day here. Mrs. Phipps the evening.
27. Mr. and Mrs. Berry spent the night here.
28. Still cold.
29. Cold morning. I wrote to Columbus, and warped a web for counterpanes. I find that I suffer annoyances to vex me too much, and cause me to sin; today I was both petulant and unreasonable.
30. A good deal of frost this morning. I went to Echols & made a few purchases. O. unwell with tooth-ache.
31. Pretty day. Went to church--a small congregation. Mr. H. made a good discourse from the 10th Chapter of John.

April 1860

1. 1st Sabbath. A good deal of rain last night, yet the morning seems to promise fair weather; a spring morning. The birds are singing cheeringly, and all nature seems refreshed. Went to Church. Mr. Hollis preached. Charles Dupree here when we returned; cloudy windy evening.
2. Clear and cool. Cousin James, M. Brewer called here. Rain tonight and slight hail.
3. Showery morning. The girls went to help Mrs. Brewer sew. Windy this afternoon. Sowed bunch-beans today.
4. A good deal of rain this morning. Making drawers. Nancy Cumby came today and took my counterpanes to weave. I went to Mr. Brewer this evening--he is sick with mumps.
5. Pretty day. I sowed cabbage, and a good many other seeds this morning. A peddler called; I bought a green veil for O. finished, and sent to mail, a letter to Thomas.
6. Pretty spring-like weather.
7. Our folks are planting corn. Went with Olivia to Cedar Hill. Mr. Thompson preached to a few persons. Heard from Virginia by Mr. Trippe--her husband is unwell and has been for some time--this is unfortunate at this busy time of the year. I would help him if I could. The girls have gone to Mr. Phipps.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and windy. No preaching convenient today. I walked out this evening and called on Mrs. Hale.
9. Somewhat cloudy. Court-week at Centre, Mr. E. has gone there today. I sowed butter and other beans; Dr. Nicholson came here this afternoon; extremely warm weather.
10. Still very warm. Dr. N. went to Centre today intending to return in a few hours, to take Olivia over to his Mother's, but was detained till night. Cloudy tonight. Thunder .
11. Some rain this morning. O. set off with the doctor, clear and considerably cooler this evening.
12. Cool morning.
13. Still cool. I commenced weaving today.
14. Pretty day. I am feeling unwell. Exchanged fowls with Mrs. Hale.
15. 3rd Sabbath. A beautiful morning, spring is now progressing rapidly. The trees which a week ago looked dead are now nearly in full leaf. My vegetables are growing finely. Berenice and the boys went to Cedar Hill. Saw Virginia there. Olivia came home about eleven. Miss M. and Dr. Nicholson with her. Much pleased with her visit to DeKalb.
16. Pleasant day. Our visitors went to Centre.
17. Cloudy and warm. Miss Mattie and her Brother returned today; took dinner and started home, they had expected to stay till Thursday.
18. Cloudy. I ordered bonnets today for the girls by Hale. A great deal of rain this evening. Making pants for the little boys
19. Still raining.
20. Cloudy morning. Cleared off this evening.
21. Beautiful weather now. I was looking for a letter from Columbus, but the mail came without one; it is long since I have heard from him; I hope all is well with him.
22. 4th Sunday A gloriously beautiful Spring morning. Vegetation is coming on rapidly. The garden looks like an Eden, with its wealth of early roses and jonquils and pinks. The kitchen garden is also splendid. The children have gone to Cedar Hill.
24. Cool. Mrs. Cumby, Mr. Hardwick, Mr. Fillotson came here today.
25. Quite cool. Visited Mrs. Brewer this evening. Mrs. Hampton there.
26. Still cold, but no frost. Went with O. to visit Mrs. Bean.
27. Warmer and cloudy. This evening a latter came from C. post-marked "In haste”. My trembling hands could scarcely open it and Oh! Misery! my brothers are both dead and the poor boy is left desolate and alone and perhaps by this time he may have followed them. They died of pneumonia. Brother James on the 19 of March, and brother Horace on the 3rd of April. He earnestly desires that his Pa would come and wind up the estate, both of theirs and my father’s. May the Lord be with the poor boy and cheer him in his loneliness. Through what severe trials has he not passed! So young too and inexperienced. And yet if he can have health, I shall be glad he went and was with them at the last. I know that it was a comfort to them. B. Horace expressed his intention to divide the property with my children allowing Berenice an equal share. In their death the world has lost two of her best men. Men of more high toned morality, I never knew. Of our once happy family, I am the sole survivor. May the good Lord help us all.
28. Cloudy and cool--all looks dark to me, for I am thinking of my distant and perhaps afflicted child. Commenced raining this evening.
29. 5th Sabbath. The mist it going up this morning like the smoke from a boiling cauldron. I think we will have more rain despite the bright sunshine. I learnt from Mr. E. last evening that he intends going to Columbus; I must write next mail and cheer him with the news. I am feeling more composed, and yet I am badly perplexed about the business matters for I want my children to have their own, and I know not how to act for the best.
30. Pleasant day. The last day of an eventful month to me, for in it I have lost the friend and brother on whom I depended for assistance, should I be in necessity. Alas! my brothers, the chariot of Israel, and the horseman thereof. This evening Mr. Smith, a neighbor of ours came, and in conversing with him, I passed some pleasant hours.

May 1860

1. A good deal of rain last night, but this morning is clear and cool. Mr. S. this morning. He is in very bad health. Olivia went with a large party Maying on the Mountain, and to the falls, had a fine time.
2. Clear and cool, preparing Mr. E. for his trip to Louisiana. He pledges himself that If I will give him a power of attorney, he will settle up the business and as my brother desired it should be. Had a mess of English peas today. Quite cool this evening.
3. A clear and cool day. Wrote today to Thomas. Finished fringing a counterpane. Our folks planted sweet potatoes. One mouth ago today at sunset, brother Horace died.
4. Pleasant day. Mr. E. went to Centre in order to prepare for his business in Louisiana. Found that he could do nothing. His intention now is to go there and have Columbus to administer on the estate. I wrote to C. today.
5. Still pleasant. Went to Yellow Creek, Mr. H. preached a good sermon to a good congregation. Cousin I. came home with us.
6. 1st Sabbath. Warmer. Went to Church. A good congregation considering that there is preaching at the Presbyterian Church which is not more than a mile distant. Communion day. R. Espy came home with us.
7. Pretty dry weather. Preparing Mr. E. for his start tomorrow. Made a pair of pants to send to Columbus. I wish he knew his Pa was ready to start.
8. Dry and windy. Mr. E. set out early on his journey. Mr. Brewer taking him in a buggy to Larkinville, at which place he will take the railway to Memphis. Dr. Nicholson, Mr. Mountain came here this evening.
9. A great deal of rain this morning. Dr. N. left after dinner. I went with Olivia to Hails to inspect his new goods. He has a large stock; made our purchases and returned with Mr. Rains, an old neighbor. Set out cabbage plants this evening.
10. Cool. Making a vest for Marcellus. A good rain this evening.
11. Very cool. Rainy. O. went to Mr. Echols and the post-office. Mrs. Brewer came here this evening.
12. A good deal of rain this morning. Trimmed the girls bonnets.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Pleasant and fair morning. A negro-boy belonging to Mr. A. Mackey was drowned last night in the Coosa while on a fishing excursion. Olivia and Marcellus have gone to Smith's Chapel. Berenice and Virgil to the singing at Yellow Creek. The river was dragged today, but without finding the body.
14. Warm. I sowed cabbage seeds today. The girls commenced making their dresses.
15. Still warm. Everything is now growing finely. The place is gay with roses. The multiflora crimson, and blush roses are in their prime, the white lilies are also beginning to open.
16. Had a mess of beets today. Pretty weather. A good deal of rain this evening. Made pants for Marcellus.
17. Pretty day. Making vest for J. Pulling.
18. Clear morning. Had a general house cleaning today; a tremendous rain this evening with wind, followed by successive rains during the whole evening.
19. Clear and cool. Trimmed Mrs. Brewer's bonnet; went to Hale’s this evening to make some purchases; Robert and Mary Espy came this evening. Received a letter from C. His brief consolation seems to consist in writing. He is very lonely he says and in distress with none to console him, for all are strangers. He writes bitter things against himself, for his former wildness too. I hope that before his father is with him, he has had a severe trial, may it turn out for his good. He seems now to be getting near where he should.
20. 3rd Sabbath. A cool, but beautiful morning, The children went to Cedar Hill. Mrs. Moore, Miss Hollis came, and spent the night. Robert and Mary left this evening.
21. Pleasant weather. Mr. And Mrs. McGhee stopped here today for dinner. Mr. Silverman spent the night. Making a coat for R. Espy.
22. Clear and fine weather. Made some purchases this morning from Mr. S.
23. Warm, much engaged. The girls went to Mr. Hales this evening. Cloudy this evening.
24. Pretty morning. The Pennington is now coming up the river and she blows in earnest too; she is evidently expecting passengers at Dublin. Making coat for A. Espy. Storm tonight, of wind and rain.
25 & 26. Very warm. Received a paper from Thomas with a line to say that he will be home on the 3rd July, Providence permitting. I hear of considerable injury done to the cotton crop in this vicinity by the recent storms of hail.
27. 4th Sabbath. Beautiful though excessively warm weather. I went with the children to Cedar Hill: Virginia sent me a letter informing me that she is having chills. Olivia and Virgil have gone down there this evening--Olivia to stay awhile, and V. to bring back the horse.
28. Pretty day. V. came home early this morning; he says that Virginia is better. Mr. Thompson, the Methodist minister spent the night with us. Making a black gingham dress.
29. Cooler. Cousin James, and Mrs. Cumby came in awhile this morning; she brought the last of my counterpanes home. We are needing rain now.
30. Pleasant day, with a good shower at noon.
31. Cooler. Olivia came home this morning. Virginia has got rid of the chills for this time. Making a pair of pants for C. Shackleford. Commenced a coat this evening.

June 1860

1. Cool morning; very busy; went to Hails [Hale's] this evening and made some purchases for Virginia.
2. Still cool, went to Yellow Creek; small congregation. The girls visited Mrs. Hampton this evening. Mrs. Brewer came in this evening.
4. Dry and warm. Made a pair of pants.
5. Still warm. We are needing rain very much in the garden especially. Went with Mrs. Brewer down to see Virginia. She is well and looks well. The Misses Trippe visited us then this evening. Cut a part of our wheat this afternoon. It is pretty good.
6. A pretty shower this morning. Sewing for Virginia. I am getting anxious to hear from Louisiana. Rain tonight, but not enough for a season.
7. Pleasant morning. The girls went to visit Mrs. Wilder.
8. Cloudy with a good deal of rain today and wind. The girls came home this evening; the storm was quite severe above here. I have suffered a good deal last night, and today with sick- headache. A letter from T. of 8 pages. His health is not good. His letter was taken up mostly in describing the visits to Marion, of Buckner, Graves, and Yancey and the fine times they had with those distinguished men. No news from La. yet.
9. Pleasant with light showers. Mr. B. helped cut our rye today.
10. 2nd Sabbath. A clear, serene, and beautiful morning. All nature seems to be revived by the recent rains. Went to Cedar Hill. A large congregation; Miss Moore, Mr. & Mrs. Hollis came here this evening.
11. Cool, made up my counterpanes; went to see Mrs. Finley this evening. Heard of the death of Maj. Thornton of apoplexy.
12. Cloudy morning and soon it settled in a steady rain the whole morning. We hired hands enough to have finished cutting our small grain if it had not rained. The Census taker came in this evening and also hindered them; with the assistance of Cousin J. I got in ours partially.
13. Very warm and clear. Making starch: Dick unwell this evening; Mr. B. and J. Pulling helped with our grain again this evening.
14. Somewhat cloudy. Finished our oats. Tremendous rain tonight.
15. Cloudy. House cleaning today; Olivia and Marcellus went to meeting at Cedar Hill tonight.
16. Clear and pleasant. I went with O. to quarterly meeting; Mr. Hearne, the Elder preached. Mrs. Bearden came with us to dinner; Mr. and Miss Dupree came here this evening.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Pretty morning. The whole family- excepting Virgil and myself have gone to Church for the day. He is troubled with toothache, and quite sick this evening with diarrhea. O. went home with Miss D. Sick tonight myself.
18. Very warm. V and myself quite sick all day.
19. Somewhat cloudy. We are both better this morning though very weak. Braiding a child's dress. A pretty shower today.
20. Warm and somewhat cloudy. Mrs. Phipps and Almeda spent the evening here.
21. Rainy morning. The longest day of the year, and a warm one.
22. Pleasant. I went to visit Mrs. Echols but she was from home, and I went to Mr. Phipps. Rain this evening. Still no news from Louisiana.
23. Cool morning. Olivia came home this evening.
24. 4th Sabbath. Quite cool. O. and the boys went to Cedar Hill.
25. Mr. B. finished our oats this morning.
26. Pleasant . Put in a quilt. I went to Mr. Patterson's this evening. Cloudy. Was well. Sent us some apples.
28. Very warm, but refreshing breezes. The girls went to Mr. Greenway's. I wrote to C. today. I am uneasy not having news of him so long; fear that he is sick. The girls came home with them and spent the night.
30. Excessively warm and dry. Went to Yellow Creek church. Small congregations. This afternoon to our surprise Thomas arrived. We were not expecting him before Tuesday. He is in his usual health, but very thin.

July 1860

1. 1st Sabbath. Still unpleasantly warm. We went to Church; large congregation; Elder Hood and Livingston preached . Mr. & Mrs. Morgan came with us to dinner, also the preachers. Thomas went to Shady Grove with them.
2. Sultry. T. came home this morning. Mrs. Cumby took dinner here.
3. Still warm and dry: making a coat for M. Cumby.
4. Wednesday, Independence day-- Thomas and I started to visit at Mr. A. Mackey's but had not proceeded far when we met Columbus, and direful was the news. His Pa died on the 24th June. He buried him on the 26th and on the next day left the fatal country. Mr. E. was just ready to start home when taken sick, but alas! this place will know him no more forever. We are alone now, and may the Lord help us in our weakness. Sent Marcellus down after Virginia and her husband . They came, Virginia now looking very well.
5. Owing to the excitement of Columbus and Virginia's arrival I was held up yesterday, but after a sleepless night I begin to realize our situation. Life looks exceedingly dark and cold and what is to become of my children is now my trouble. True, there is enough of this world’s substance for our support left us, if we can only manage It properly. May the Lord help us to do what is right. Still dry, I now fear the crops will be cut off.
6. Very warm, Virginia left this morning; I am feeling more composed today. Still from many causes I have much to fear. The unfinished state of the business in La. which will cause C. to return this fall, and also the thought of the revolution in our homes, and affairs are very distressing to me. There is no one to depend on but my inexperienced boys; and myself. A refreshing breeze this evening.
7. A pretty rain this morning, but owing to the heat of the sun, it soon passed away. C. & O. went to Cedar Hill. Thomas drew up a skeleton of his Pa’s life, which he sent to Dr. Ralls requesting him to write the obituary. The doctor will do so. The boys went to the bend this evening. Miss L. Patterson came to see us. I feel very much the need of a friend.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Cool and pleasant this morning. The boys came home this evening. No company today.
9. The boys have gone to Centre to consult a lawyer. I am very unwell today. They came home by Virginia's and found her quite sick. She wants me to come down, but I cannot go. C. returned there.
10. Excessively hot, I feel a little better. This morning V. was able to come up and stay a few weeks as I can not think of leaving my children now to stay with her.
11. The warmest weather I ever felt I am sure. V. missed her chill this morning and seems pretty well, I an better, bit feel weak in body and more so in mind. It seems that the thing that I greatly feared has come upon me. I was not at ease, yet trouble came and feel a fear of worse. The crop will soon be ruined if It does not rain. Thomas went to Cousin James’ today. Mr. B. and Marcellus returned from Mill.
12. Very sultry and about noon there came on a storm of wind from the north which I think continued for half an hour, injured our fruit trees considerably, but little rain with it. Mrs. Phipps, and Almeda came to see us this evening, also Mrs. Brewer, Mr. Trippe came up tonight.
13. Very cool morning. Miss P. and Mr. T. left this morning. Thomas went to Shady Grove, Columbus to Round Mountain to a school examination. We are drying apples. Virginia missed having a chill today. Received our mail this evening. In the Argus is the obituary of my husband, written by Dr. Ralls. We are feeling badly and lonely and desolate tonight, for we are weak and look forward to a hard struggle with an unfeeling world.
14. Still cool, and no prospect of rain. Times look gloomy for there is so little grain in the country. C. went to Shad Grove this evening. He has mended greatly in his looks since he came home, but he is troubled as are we all. May the Lord have mercy on us and direct us, for we are weak, and know not what to do for the best. Marcellus, quite unwell tonight.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and pleasant morning. M. who took pills last night is better for which I am thankful---he with his quiet orderly manners seems now to be my main dependence. Mr. T. came up today. C. came home, but returned to Shady Grove this evening.
16. Still dry and warm. Made a house-cleaning today.
17. Sultry. Had a light shower this morning. C. came home, took supper, and returned to Shady Grove at which place a lively meeting is going on.
18. Clear morning. The sun eclipsed visibly . I went to Hale's to purchase mourning apparel far the children, but found little to buy. Very sultry.
19. Still dry and hot. A traveler spent the night here. He says the storm of the 12th was quite destructive in upper Georgia.
20. Extremely warm. O. and Almeda P. went to Shady Grove. The meeting still continues. Mr. C. Dupree came home with them. Appearance of rain this evening.
21. Clear morning and hot. Columbus, Berenice and Olivia went again to Shady Grove. I am troubled this evening for one of our horses seems quite sick, and I fear it is a founder.
22. 4th Sabbath. Hot and dry. The prospect now seems really appalling for vegetation is drying up rapidly. C. went to Shady Grove. O. and Virgil to Cedar Hill. Mr. T. came up today. The children came home from Shad Grove; 14 were baptized today and the meeting closed--but the brethren will meet tomorrow and pray for rain. Our horse seems better today.
23. Warm morning, but quite early our ears were saluted by the welcome sound of thunder. Thomas went down to the meeting. C. went home with Mr. T. to have our horse operated on for the hooks. About 1 o’clock a cloud began to rise and it soon came on to rain tremendously, the wind blowing a strong gale the while. No great mischief, though I believe. And now all nature is revived and cheerful. Virginia unwell tonight.
24. Pleasant morning. V. still unwell. Mr. Dupree came today and got 600 lbs. of bacon. C. went to a public speaking at Hale’s. It is one month tonight since Mr. Espy died, yet I hardly realize that fact. It looks almost impossible that he will never come again. Mr. Thornton came with Thomas to dinner.
25. Clear and warm. I went with Mrs. B. and Columbus. I never saw so gloomy a prospect for corn as is between this and Centre; there are many acres which will not make an ear. Thomas started to the Sabbath school convention at Rome.
26. Clear morning. Making starch. Light shower at noon. making Carriage dress for O.
27. Somewhat cloudy. Heard of the sudden death of Mrs. Black who was on a visit at Dr. Ralls.
28. Cloudy with light showers. Attended the burial of Mr. Pratt at Cedar Hill. He was buried with Masonic honors. A good many persons present. Hale visited us and Miss Stephens.
29. 5th Sabbath. Cloudy and pleasant. We would like a good rain, and yet we do not need it as it is in some places. Columbus and the girls went to Concord. Virginia and myself walked down this morning to Mr. Brewers.
30. Somewhat cloudy. Mr. Lay dined here. C. went to the bend; a Mr. Fisher and son, of Dalton, here tonight. This is the second week that the little boys have been going to school to Mr. Hill, on the mountain, and I have strangely neglected to notice it; it is a long walk for them too.
31. And last day' of another eventful month to me and mine. A pretty shower this morning; the girls have gone this evening to Mr. Hollis.

August 1860

1. Clear and warm. I have been troubled today much by one or two circumstances, and I fear the end is not yet. Thomas came home tonight, much pleased with Rome. Had a fine time with the brethren there.
2. Still warm. I have a sick-headache; reading "Mary Bunyan", and am much pleased with it.
3. Dry and warm. Quite unwell this morning, T. and C. wait to Centre today. Dr. & Mrs. Bean spent the day here. How I would like to see a good rain.
4. A little cloudy. Went to Willow Creek. A large congregation. Elder Hood a fine sermon. He with brethren Davis and Espy came here to dinner. T. then went with him to Round Mountain where he preached tonight.
5. 1st Sabbath. A clear and pretty morning. I did not go to church - a large congregation. Mr. & Mrs. Davis, Miss Tarrent, Miss Howard, and several gentlemen came to dinner. Elder Hood and Miss H. spent the night here.
6. Warm, Went to Church - a good congregation; several preachers in attendance; brethren Davis, and Hunter and Mr. Goss came to dinner. Elder Goss and Livingston spent the night.
7. Still dry and warm. The meeting still progressing. Dr. Cobb and daughter, Miss Robinson came to dinner, also Mr. W. Goss, Elder Hood came tonight.
8. Very warm and dry. The people do not attend this meeting like I have seen protracted meetings attended--still it is considered interesting. Mr. Burnett, R. Espy came to dinner. A light shower today.
9. Warm morning. Went to church. Small congregation. Elder L. preached, and came with us to dinner; we had a fine rain this evening, and all nature is revived; I do not attend the night meetings though they are considered most Interesting
10. Cloudy. I did not go to church today. Elders Hood and Hollis came to dinner; the meeting has closed. A good deal of rain this evening. Thomas went home with Mr. Hood to attend a meeting at the Lebanon church.
11. Cloudy. Columbus went to the barbecue given by the Breckenridge party at Centre. The country is getting in a deplorable state owing to the depredations -committed by the Abolitionists--especially in Texas; and the safety of the country depends on who is elected to the presidency. May that man be the union loving Breckenridge. The girls went to Mr. Greenway's. J. Trippe came home with Columbus. The democrats had a fine time today. Mr. Yancey was there, and addressed the people.
12. 2nd Sabbath. A morning of continued rain. I hope it is general, and the crops may be revived by it, and that there may yet be bread made enough for the country. Rain con continues all day and a great deal falling tonight.
13. Cloudy with cool winds from the East. This morning Dick had the misfortune to get hurt by a hog gashing his arm with his tusk. I fear it is a bad wound. Clear and cool this evening
14 Very cool. Filled both scaffolds today with peaches.
15. Still cool C. and M. sewed our turnips today.
16. Pretty weather. Virginia and I visited Mrs. Brewer this evening
17. Still fine weather. C. went to meeting on the mountain. A gentleman and lady stayed all night here.
18. Warm. Judge Lowe dined here. He and Columbus went to the valley this evening. O. unwell.
19. Very warm. The Judge and C. returned to dinner.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Warm morning. C. and O. went to Bethel to preaching. From there to Mr. Howard's. B. and J. went to prayer meeting at Yellow Creek. Storm of wind this evening, not much rain.
20. Pretty day. Refilled our scaffolds with fruit. T. came home the morning. Had a good meeting he says. He went to the bend this evening on business. Columbus and I went to Hail's this evening to purchase necessaries.
21. Pleasant morning. C. started to Centre this morning to meet T. and attend to business relating to the estate; Olivia accompanying him as far as Dr. Ralls’. Thomas failed to meet him.
22. Warm. T. went to Centre. today and took out letters of administration on his Pa’s estate. Mr. Dupree and Mr. M. Davis going his security. Rain this evening
23. Pretty morning. Put out more fruit. C. went to Bethel. T. came home this evening; Mr. Long and Mr. Thornton with him. Tremendous rain this evening.
24. Cloudy and showery. Virginia taken sick this morning. Sent far Dr. Sparks and this afternoon she gave birth to a still-born child. A fine large child as I ever saw. She seems pretty well herself, but deeply grieved. A great deal of rain today, Mrs. Brewer spent the night with us. F. and Mr. Thornton went to Mt. Zion Church.
25. Clear. Mrs. Phipps, Mrs. Hale and Mrs. Stephens here about 12:00. They took the baby to Cedar Hill and buried it. Virginia seems pretty well today. The Misses Trippe called in to see her today. O. came home this evening.
26. 4th Sabbath. Clear and warm. C. went to Bethel. Mr. B. visited us this evening. Mr. Trippe went to consult Dr. S. as we fear V. is not doing very well; I did not attend the prayer-meeting this evening.
27. A good deal of rain last night. V. seems very well today. Our people are threshing grain. Mr. B. and his boys, and Mr. T. and C. assisting. Cloudy all day. Mr. Goodman took dinner here.
28. Cloudy. C. started to Floyd C. Ga. to visit our relations there. Mrs. & Miss Greenway spent the day here. Cousin Agnes and Robert, Mrs. Ralls, Mrs. Hampton, Mr. and Mrs. Finley, Mr. Long here this evening.
29. Some appearance of fair weather. Virginia getting on very well I think. Commenced gathering fodder.
30. Clear and warm. Thomas came this morning. I wrote to Mr. Yarbrough, our administrator in La. Thomas engaged this evening making out an inventory of his Pa’s notes and accounts. Dick unwell. Mrs. Phipps came here this evening.
31. Warm. A hard rain this evening. Bad time for saving fodder; received a letter from Mrs. M. Smith of Texas, an old acquaintance; they have had a drouth from the middle of May until the first of August, also the Abolitionists are giving them great trouble, as they are in other parts of Texas. As I write a drove of Negroes are going by. They pass singing and seem cheerful; I do not like to see them driven about like stock, but think it wrong.

September 1860

1. Clear, pretty day. Went to Yellow Creek. small congregation; as the Presbyterians are having a meeting in the neighborhood at this time. Elected Brethren Burnett and Espy for deacons. Thomas went to Ballplay church. Virginia is improving.
2. Pretty morning, tho’ somewhat cloudy. Pretty fair turn out. Four received and baptized. Elder Hood, Mr. Burnett, Mr. T. came here. A great deal of rain this evening . O. and M. went to Concord. Virgil unwell.
3. Cloudy. M. went to school as he cannot work at the fodder,. The girls went to Concord, they are having a fine meeting there. Dr. Ghnal bears the name of the greatest revivalist of the times; Mr. Dupree and Ella came here. The old man, and Mr. Espy were great friends and he looks lonely here by himself. An old acquaintance of Cass Co. came here this evening, also T. came home tonight
4. Still cloudy,. I went to Concord. The younger Ghnal lectured. I was disappointed, for I wished to hear the old man. There seems to be a great feeling among the people, and many were up as mourners. Mrs. Mackey and son, Miss Stimpson came. The girls and M. went with them tonight to the meeting. M. was among the enquirers.
5. Cloudy. Assorting our things as today our property is to be appraised. This afternoon Mr. Finley, Mr. Truitt, and Mr. Brewer appraised our personal estate.
6. Pretty day. I went with T. and O. to Concord. The younger Ghnal lectured today. The meeting is an interesting one. Mr. T. came home with us.
7. Warm. Went to church. Dr. G. preached an answer to the question --” How am I to know that I am a Christian?”-- a great sermon too, I thought. A large congregation in attendance. A number joined the church. I started to the association at Cedar Bluff.
8. Clear and warm. Some of us went to Church today. Marcellus quite unwell. Gave him medicine. Virginia is now able to be up a good deal. Hauled out the corn which was cut for fodder. It is four months today since Mr. Espy left his home for the last time in his life. He never was gone so long before and alas! he can never return. C . came home this evening accompanied by his brother J. Virgil taken sick and both of them have high fevers tonight.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Pretty day. The meting still goes on. A great many there today. The boys appear better today, but their fevers rose again tonight. Mr. Stimpson, Mr. Haygood, Mr. & Mrs. Trippe came here.
10. Cloudy. The boys better this morning. I went to meeting with C. and James; not very many there. The boys have fever this evening and I gave them pills.
11. Clear and cool; James, C. and B. went to church and the meeting broke. Judge Lowe, and daughter came here. The boys better.
12. Clear and quite cool. The children better. I had a good night’s rest. Mr. T. came last night to inform the girls of a party to the mountains. They did not go as they were under promise to visit at Mr. Hale's today. C. went however. James went to visit at Cousin James’. Mr. Ryan called this evening.
13. Cool morning. Columbus went to Cedar Bluff and Thomas, who had not heard of J’s. arrival came back with him. The children are getting about now.
14. Cool. James left this morning. We have arranged for him to administer on the Ga. estate. C went to the bend; a letter came to me from Mr. Yarbrough, wishing to know how to proceed with the management of the estate of my brothers. I have already written to him. Ah me! These estate matters are very annoying. The news from Texas is distressing. The people in some parts under arms to protect themselves from the abolitionists and Negroes. Many late burnings reported.
15. Getting cloudy. T. went to Shady Grove. The children are picking cotton. Visited Mrs. Brewer. Joseph and Margaret Espy arrived this evening. It has been some years since I saw her, but she looks quits natural. C. came home tonight.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy. Columbus and Olivia went with their cousins to Shady Grove. Mr. T. came here this morning sick, took an emetic; Virginia also had a slight chill, and took pills. Commenced raining about 12:00, and has continued incessantly. I am uneasy about Olivia as she has a tooth which troubles her, and which Dr. Bean tried to pull yesterday.
17. Cloudy. The children spent the night at Mr. Davis’ and came home this morning. This evening Joseph, Margaret, and Berenice went to Cousin James’ and spent the night. I sat up with a sick child at Mr. Echol's tonight. The boys went to school, but soon returned.
18. Somewhat cloudy. Virginia had a chill today and is quite sick. Our folks are gathering late fodder.
19. Cool. Joseph and Margaret left early. T. has gone on the mountain to attend the constitution of a church. I was sent for to go to Mr. Echols--the child died this morning. Helped make the shroud and spent nearly the day there.
20. Pretty morning. Virginia taking quinine to keep off her chill. C. and O. have gone to attend the burial. T. went to see Mr. Thornton before he sets out to Marion. It is a matter of regret to us all that Thomas cannot go, too, but the business of the estate must be attended to, and he has undertaken It. Columbus went to Centre this evening to attend to a little matter for him. Another heavy trial tonight for me and I am feeling quite low, and depressed. I am too excitable, and prone to give way to passion. May the Lord help us all, that we be not led into temptation,
21. Cool clear morning. I am unwell and distressed for C. is speaking of returning to La. and I wish him to remain till after frost. I feel bad about his going anyway from fear that he will not return. T. started to Gadsden. Virgil going with him to Kings. The remainder of the journey he goes with Elder Goss. V. pretty well today, but she looks thin; the chills have injured her very much. C. and O. have gone down to Leesburg. Judge Lowe came here tonight .
22. Cool this morning. Columbus, Olivia, Berenice, and the Judge started to a camp-meeting in Wills Valley. B. going in the buggy with Judge Lowe. Made preserves today for V. She missed her chill again today. Our folks finished their fodder.
23. 4th Sabbath. Pretty clear morning. Marcellus and Virgil went to Cedar Hill. I find it hard to compose my mind for I am troubled and seem to look beyond to greater evils; I grieve more that we are alone in the world. Were my brothers alive it would be strength to me but they too are gone. Life itself, looks dark and cold.
24. Warmer. Berenice returned today. V. preparing to return home.
25. Warm and getting dry. C. and O. returned this morning--had a fine time. Mr. T. came for Virginia, and she went home this evening. B. going with her. Our family looks small now.
26. Still warm. I went to see Mrs. E. Hail this evening.
27. Getting quite dry. Visited at Mr. Echols, and Mr. Rudd whose family is sick.
28. Still warm. C. went to see Virginia this morning. I went on the mountain this evening to Mrs. Cumby's taking my web of woolen counterpane far her to weave. There is a great deal of wildly romantic scenery on the route, which impressed me with a feeling of pleasure and awe.
29. Cooler and cloudy. Went to Yellow Creek; Elder Hood preaches there today and tomorrow in place of the 1st. A good congregation.
30. 5th Sabbath. Cool and cloudy. Went with O. to church. Elder H. preached to a good congregation. One received by experience. O. and M. went to prayer meeting this evening at Concord. Mrs.Brewer came here. I think strange that Thomas and Columbus has not returned yet.

October 1860

1. Cloudy. Marcellus and Virgil have gone to school this morning. C. came home. He attended a camp meeting. T. came this evening.
2. Still cloudy. Columbus went to Centre. I accompanied him as far an Dr. Ralls’s. Arranged it with the Dr. to preach Mr. Espy's funeral, but did not decide on the time. Passed a pleasant day. At the ferry met the Marataz and had to wait some time for her to pass, and the river to get quiet for us to cross.
3. Rainy. Thomas went to Centre and made a narrow escape from death by his horse rearing and falling backwards on him partially. He does not appear to be much hurt. He saw the Dr. and they have settled on the afternoon of the 2nd Sabbath of this month for the funeral sermon.
4. Still showery. C went to Virginia’s. O. visited this evening at Mr. Phipps. E. Stimpson spent the night here.
5. Warm and cloudy. C. came home this afternoon. Mr. F. Hail, Mrs. Cumby came here. Thomas started to an Association; he is nearly recovered of his hurt.
6. Very warm. C. and O. went with a party to some large rocks on the mountain below here. A great deal of rain this evening. It was night when they returned. Had a pleasant time.
7. 1st Sabbath. Rainy morning. Columbus and the boys went to prayer meeting this evening.
8. Warm with a good deal of rain. O. went to Hale's.
9. Clear and cool.
10. Cooler. C. is helping get in the corn from the Crouck place. I am having land ploughed to sow clover, but owing to the rank growth of weeds on it, it is bad work. I never saw vegetation more thick.
11. Cooler. Put in my cloth and wove some. Berenice came home this evening. Left Virginia well. She has escaped chills so far.
12. Turning cooler. Thomas came home today. Had a fine meeting. 21 received into the Church. 10 conversions in one night. B. and O. went to Hale's to make some purchases for B. who is soon to be married. We will be lonely here, as C. will soon leave also. My feelings sink as I look forward.
13. Quite cool enough for frost, if the wind had lain. Busy making up things for Berenice.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Cold morning, but owing to the wind there was no frost. I am much depressed; slept but little last night. This evening we will go and hear the Dr. preach the funeral sermon. May it be profitable to all. Evening. The Dr. preached from the 47th chapter of Genesis, 8th.& 9th verses, and made a most impressive discourse. My children were all there. Bade farewell to Mrs. Loury, who is going to Ga. to live. Mr. L. came and spent the night.
15. Cold, but no frost, I think. Columbus went to Centre to see about getting a power-of-attorney, as he will start now soon. Thomas rented Dublin to Mr. Justice. Mr. McSpadden our lawyer, sent us word by C. that we must come there to sign the power-of-attorney this week, as he will be absent hereafter. I dislike going there very much. Helping B. make a silk dress. Gathering corn.
16. White frost this morning. Got Mr. Brewer's horse and buggy and B. Thomas, and I went to town. Fixed a power of attorney for C. and B. also executed a deed giving her cousins an equal share with herself in her uncles’ estate, reserving the half at her grand-pa's estate. I also wished to dispose of my half in the same manner, giving her an equal share with my children, but the lawyer advised me to wait until the property is collected. Dined at Mr. Chisolm's and called on Mrs. Stiff.
17. Warmer. Our folks are very busy gathering corn. The crop is quite light, but C. thinks there is enough to make out on, for which we should be thankful.
18. Getting cloudy. Engaged in weaving. Mr. L. came tonight much excited for what B. had done at Centre the other day; I think he it in the wrong, and has nothing really to do with the matter. B. became much excited herself and broke off her engagement with him. I feel badly about this. It seems that troubles come thicker, and I already had, I thought enough. God alone knows what it to become of us. I feel that we are desolate, forsaken, and afflicted, with no friend to console us or help us; had only one of my brothers lived what a consolation It would have been but they and my husband we are. gone, and we are alone in an unfriendly world and know not what to do for the best. God help us.
19. Rainy day. C. went to Pollard's bend. T. started to his brother’s in Georgia. Spinning wool today.
20. Cloudy. C. went to Shady Grove. Mr. Hill came this evening for help to dig his child’s grave; sent to Dr. McMichael’s and got molasses, a good article.
2l. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy, dreary looking weather. And my state of mind accords very well with It. I would fain look around me for a friend, but see only my poor children, who are as helpless as myself. God forgive me for repining when still so many blessings surround us. May we never be worse off than at this time. John and Virginia came with the children from Concord. Virginia spent the night with us. We all feel better now.
22. Cool. Columbus went with Virginia home. I accompanied then to Hale's and bought winter shoes. Mr. C. Dupree came here today. Busy helping O. fix for the camp-meeting. T. came home this evening, and brought Victor, his brother’s little son with him. I have not seen him since his infancy. He it now seven years old, and a well grown child.
23. Still cool. Our folks are gathering their last corn. Making vest for C. Shackleford. T. and C. went on the boat to Gadsden to attend the mass meeting and barbecue tomorrow. Victor takes to the place quite naturally, and seems contented .
24. Pretty weather. C. came home in the night, pleased with his excursion to Gadsden; Mr. Curry addressed the people in a great speech. T. got off the boat at Mr. Davis's.
25. Warmer. Digging our potato crop, it will be a light one. T. came home this evening. They all went and helped Mr. Brewer shuck corn tonight.
26. Pretty day. C. went to the camp-ground. Mr. L. came up this morning to see if B. would make up with him, but she seems farther off than ever. This is an unpleasant affair to me, for he is a man that I shall dread as an enemy, and he appears resentful. Mr. & Miss Majors of DeKalb came this evening to attend the meeting.
27. Cloudy. This morning our visitors with Columbus, Olivia and Virgil went to the camp-ground. I think Victor misses Virgil today. Gathering peas, which is the best crop we have this year.
28. 4th Sabbath. Rainy morning. yet our family would go to the camp-ground, and the negroes too, must tramp through the rain and mud down there. I fear they will all have cause to repent It. Virgil, Victor, and myself are the only ones at home. I am feeling more resigned today and hope that all will be ordered for the best, however unpleasant to our feelings they may be, and that we may be kept from all evil. The girls came home this evening, wet enough. Mr. L. Mackey with them. Mr. Majors and C. stayed at the camp-ground.
29. Cleared off this morning. Sent after the boys and after dinner our visitors left. Pretty evening.
30. Beautiful day. Col. Cobb called to see us this morning. C. went to Centre; T. went this evening to see Mr. Ellis, and tomorrow to Centre.
31. Cloudy. Tomorrow is the Bell barbecue at Leesburg, and great preparations are being made for it. Thomas came home this evening.

November 1860

1. Slight rain falling this morning, which has now settled in a steady rain. Our people went to Leesburg. A good many went by here going. They are having an uncomfortable time of it, as the houses are few and small there. We waited dinner, and they came home wet enough & hungry, for the victuals were so wet they could not eat. A dreadful thing took place too, the cannon bursted from reckless overloading and mortally wounded two men. How thankful I am that my folks were spared. Mr. E. Thornton came home with them. A great deal of rain this evening.
2. Cloudy, but cleared off about 12:00. Mr. T. left after dinner. Dr. McMichael called here today.
3. Frosty morning. Went with Columbus, and B. to Yellow Creek. Mr. Truitt joined by letter. Elected Elder Hood, pastor for next year. J. A. Espy clerk. Cousin J. Espy took dinner with us.
4. 1st Sabbath. Clear and beautiful morning went to church. Elder Hood preached to a good congregation. The children went this evening to prayer meeting at Concord. The men who were wounded at Leesburg are getting better one of whom has been -taken home.
5. Pretty day. C. Went to visit Virginia, as he thinks of starting in a few days. Had a few friends in this evening to help shuck corn---did not finish. Mr. and Mrs. Brewer came up tonight to supper. Olivia's birthday.
6. Clear and cooler. Today the fate of this nation is to be decided by the election of a President. May he who will rule for the general good, be the one chosen, and may peace again bear rule in this glorious land. The boys went to Centre, did not return.
7. Pleasant day, the boys returned today; Breckenridge was largely ahead of all others at Centre.
8. Rainy day and cool, making winter clothing,
9. Still rainy. Turning colder; T. went this evening to the sale at Thornton's and thence to Turkey town. Received a letter from Mr. Yarbrough in which he informs me that he must have a power of attorney before he can sell the property of my brother's estate, so we shall have to go Centre again, bad as we hate It
10. Clear morning, C. went to the shucking at Patterson. I sent today and got lime and brick. Getting our things together ready for the sale on Monday. R. Espy called in today. O. went to see Mrs. Echols. James came this evening.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and beautiful morning. The girls, James, Columbus, Marcellus, and I, and Victor went to Cedar Hill. John and Virginia came home. We went to prayer meeting at Concord this evening,
12 Pretty day. Sale day of our perishable prospect, which sold better than we expected. I cannot help feeling grieved at seeing the horses we have had so long taken off this evening. We retain 4 head only. V. went home this evening. The Probate Judge was here. We had a power-of-attorney made to Mr. Yarbrough.
13. Beautiful weather, James and Thomas went to Centre. Mr. Randal dined here. People are driving off the stock today. Getting C. ready to start tomorrow.
14. Pretty morning. Columbus left early. Thomas taking him to Stephenson in a buggy. I cannot describe my feelings, I am deeply reminded of the time when I saw his father start on the same direful journey from which he will never return. May good angels go with him and protect him from all evil and danger and return him in peace to his own border. Dr. McMichael came to repair our chimney. We are feeling lonely tonight, after having so much company, and also grieved, for it is thought now to be certain that Lincoln, the black-republican candidate is elected, and that the Southern States are going to withdraw from the Union. If so, it is the beginning of woe.
15. Warm. Commenced sowing wheat. I got out my cloth today. My mind follows Columbus who, if he got on well, is by this time far away, to the west. Going on railway wings. I hope the weather will continue good at least, till he gets through the Mississippi, a part of which he will cross in the stage.
16. Cloudy and warm. Commenced raining this evening. The girls went to Mr. Greenway's.
17. Still cloudy. People came today for their stock and articles bought at the sale. T. came this evening. He parted with C. on Thursday night at Stephenson. C. sent me a fine apple by him, He is by this time, perhaps across the Mississippi.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Clearing off, and the weather promises to be fine. T. and B. went to Shady-Grove. T. returned this evening. B. remained at Mr. Davis's.
19. Cloudy morning, but cleared off about 12 o’clock. Mr. Morgan dined here.
20. Cold. Mother Echols, Miss Phipps spent the day here. T. went to Cousin James. He brought news of Roberta’s intended marriage on Thursday next.
21. Cloudy and cold with showers of snow. T. went to Centre to make a return of his sale. Getting very cold this evening. Parson Hood came tonight.
22. Very cold with plenty of ice. T. went with Elder H. to the wedding at Mr. Raines'. I was sent for tonight by Brewer, who gave birth to an infant daughter. A great deal of rain this evening. Olivia and Marcellus went to the infair dinner at Cousin James. Mr. Hall came here this evening. Turning very cold this morning. Mr. Morgan brought Berenice home today.
24. Extremely cold. Mr. H. left this morning. No preaching today. It is now certain that Lincoln is elected, and the Southern states are making ready to withdraw from the Union. There are fearful times in store for us, I greatly fear, for war will be the final result of such withdrawal. Went to see Mrs. Brewer, who is getting on very well.
26. Cloudy, and getting warmer. T. busy getting his papers ready. Preparing to selling the lands belonging to the estate. I signed away my right of dower today. He went to V. on his way to Centre.
27. A day of incessant rain. T. came home tonight . The people had a large meeting today to determine on proceedings in relation to the election of Lincoln. There it no doubt that Alabama will withdraw from the Union. Making pants for Marcellus.
28. Still cloudy, but the rain has ceased. T. succeeded in making out a plot of the homelands today, which was rather an achievement, for he who has never thought much about such things. We are getting on slowly with our wheat-sewing owing to the bad weather.
29. Clear and cold. Mrs. Echols, Mrs. Snider spent the day here. T. and O. went to Mrs. Hale's, spent the day there; the young ladies came home with them.
30. Still cold. I went with B. to Yellow Creek to the deacon's ordination, the Presbytery did not meet and it was postponed. Mrs. Snider spent the night here.

December 1860

1. A windy disagreeable day. Went to Yellow Creek. Small congregation. Elder Appleton came. The deacon to be ordained tomorrow. The papers are filled with the secession of the South, and now I suppose it will be a certainty--the aggressions of the North can be borne no longer.
2. 1st Sabbath, A severely cold morning. I did not go to church. The girls went with Virgil and Victor.
3. Rainy day. J. Trippe came up today. Thomas loaned him $66 estate money. Quite cold.
4. Cloudy and cold. Making pants for the boys. Miss Cumby, Miss McMichael dined here
5. Excessively cold. I sent to Mr. Morgan's and got 7 lbs. of wool rolls; Thomas went today and paid tax on his father's property for the last time, other people will hereafter give it in and pay.
6. Cold and clear, I am feeling unwell today. T. visited at Mr. Finley's.
7. Cloudy. I went with O. to Mr. Greenways, today. T. met the commissioners of our land at Mr. Hale's to arrange matters for the sale of it. Again has my birthday come round, and I sit in almost the same spot that I did last year, recording it, but how many changes have I seen since that day. I could not look forward to the bereavements which in a few short months were to come upon me, but was in blissful ignorance of the dire calamity. The father was here and my children were happy. I saw them joyous again tonight and singing merrily, for children do not always remember a grievance. How impressive it was too, tonight when Thomas at the evening service read the 17th Chapter of Job!--

How mournfully solemn!
I muse as pass those evening hours.
Struggling, alas! to be
Contented with my darkened path
But no light comes to me.

8. Warm, pretty day. A great change from the few past days. We finished wheat sowing today. Mrs. Phipps paid us a visit this evening, and she berated us soundly for our political principles. I was much surprised at the woman, and do not yet understand her motives. B. went home with her.
9. 2nd Sabbath. A pretty clear morning, no preaching today. Thomas has gone to a meeting on the mountain, John and Virginia came up today. O. went home with them. This has been a warm day.
10. Rainy morning. T. went to Cousin James's to a dam raising;--Making a pair of cloth pants for Thomas. Clear this evening and getting cooler.
11. Cold day. Public speaking at Hale's by the secession candidates. T. and B. went to it. A good many there. Mr. Mays, Mr. Johnson spent the night here.
12. Getting colder. B. went on the mountain this evening to Mrs. Cumby's. Spinning wool.
13. Very cold Our folks are helping Mr. B. kill hogs today. Sent Virgil and Victor down to Mr. Trippe's after Olivia. V. came back this evening without her, as they are to have a little party tonight.
14. Warm and cloudy. We cannot slaughter hogs as was our intention -- raining. O. came home about 12:00, Virginia with her and stayed a few hours.
15. Still cloudy and colder, T. went to Mill Creek. The papers are full of secession movement in the south, and unless the North speedily repeals her obnoxious laws, and gives the South equal rights, the Union will be divided and the Lord only knows what will come next. May He interpose and save the country from ruin.
16. Cold, and cloudy. No preaching; the girls went to see Mrs. Childers at Mrs. Phipps'.
17. Still cloudy and cold. We killed ten of our hogs today, Mr. B. and his boys assisting; I did not like It much for the weather is not cold enough; but felt obliged to do It as they are taking the corn so fast, a good many are killing today I learn.
18. Still cloudy, we salted our meat away before day light; Mr. B. again, kindly assisting; finished my lard, and ground sausage-meat; I do not have so good a turn-out of any thing as I have heretofore had, there is no one now, to order things for the best, and I feel it deeply; T. went to Mr. Tillison's near Gadsden.
19. Rainy morning, much surprised to hear of the death of Mrs. John Rains an old neighbor, died suddenly, and has left a large family to mourn a loss which to them is indeed irreparable. Mr. Cason called here; Berenice went with her half-sister to the burial. I was called out this evening to hear the lamentations at the grave-yard by Mrs. R's children; poor things we heard them plainly, though a mile distant. T. came home tonight, did not see Mr. Tillison.
20. Cleared off today, and getting cooler, the girls went to help Mrs. B. sew. T. went to Centre, I am making a coat for Mr. B.
21. Clear and cold, T. and Mr. B. went to the public speaking at the Blue-pond, Mr. Hardwick, Mr. Stuart spent the night here, Mr. S. is a countryman of mine. Cloudy and cold tonight.
22. Very cold. Dr. Ralls, who is also a candidate for delegate, called in this morning, and they all went to the mountain, to do their last speaking, as the election comes off on Monday.
23. 4th Sabbath. Clear and cold. Thomas went to Shady Grove to his appointment, no preaching here; the girls went to Mr. Rudd’s this evening.
24. Cold. J. Trippe called this morning. Election of delegates today. T. went to Centre, Marcellus to Blue-pond. A letter from C. at last; he was well then, the 24th last month; he has made no collections, and the chance it bad to do so; as there it no money in the county, and crops are very short; he will sell the property the first of Jan. and wishes to know whether to buy in the Negroes or no; I doubt getting a letter to him in time; T. came this evening bringing a relative with him by the name of Coffee; his mother is a first cousin of mine , and though living in this county I have not seen her, later a letter from James to Thomas in which he requests T. to bring Victor home. Rain tonight.
25. Christmas day, Inclement morning. Cousin W. Coffee left this morning, Olivia went with him to pay the family a visit; T. will also start after dinner, I visited Mrs. Rudd this evening. Miss P. Rudd came home with me, spent the night.
26. Very cold, John and Virginia came up today, I commenced a letter to Columbus; fringing a counterpane; I also got my woolen counterpanes home today.
27. Still cold, John, Virginia and Berenice went on the mountain today; I felt bad for I had an unpleasant duty to perform this morning. They came back late and went home; Mr. Finley called this evening,
28. Cold, I went down and mailed my letter to Columbus and visited the Misses Paterson this evening; commenced raining; Virgil came after me; T. came home this evening ; M. spent the day with Virginia.
29. A day of continued rain.
30. 5th Sabbath. Snowy day and very cold. We were surprised at the arrival of Olivia this afternoon; Cousin Aurleus with her; she was fearful of the waters getting up; had a pleasant visit, Mr. Millsaps, and a traveler spent the night here.
31. And last day of 1860. And exceptionally cold too, a deeper snow on the ground than I have seen for some years. Cousin A. left early; this day last year I asked the question-- "where shall we all be this time next year." One of our number has gone to the eternal world since then and my brothers too; well will we have cause to remember 1860 for a direful year has it been for us. Mr. I. Brewer, Mr. M. Hale came here, the girls went home with Mr. H. and spent the night.

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